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“What does a lawyer know about the soul? I thought lawyers don’t have souls!” When I finished writing my book, Soul Matters, and I made the decision to leave the practice of law to write and teach people about the soul, a lot of my friends asked me this question. Of course they asked in jest, but I decided to take it literally. After all, I was a lawyer, and working as a lawyer for many years did feel like hell to me, so who better to answer the question.

What does a lawyer know about the soul? Or in other words, what can a lawyer learn about the soul? I also decided to think more deeply about the judgment that “lawyers don’t have souls.” What purpose do our judgments about others really serve? Like most things in life, these questions made me think more deeply about how soul really manifests itself in life.

I began my career as a trial lawyer. The most exciting aspect of that work was appearing in court, before a judge, to argue a case. There was always a distinct aura and excitement in the courtroom. We would eagerly wait for the judge to enter the room, at which point he or she would take their seat on a big, black leather chair on a stand that was elevated above everyone else. In cases decided by the judge, he or she has all the power and control and can dictate the course, direction, and the outcome of the trial. I know from friends who are judges that there is a great feeling of power and control that comes with being a judge. In the courtroom, the judge is God.

We all necessarily play the role of judge in life. Life presents such a wide variety of ideas and options, from which we all must make choices and judgments about the thoughts, words and actions we will adopt as our own. Thus, the role of judgment is necessary to the manifestation of our own individual experience.

The judgments many of us make about which ideas, people, places or things to include in our lives, though, are often regurgitations of the predetermined thoughts that have been projected on to us by our families, peers, or social norms. Living this way, we often do things we, and others, think we “should do,” rather than do things we really want to do. Inevitably, living life like this soon becomes a personal hell (an internal state of confusion, despair or anguish), because it is living a lie. It is a denial of who we are and a denial of our souls.

But soul will not be denied, so when it is ignored it begins to manifest itself in ways designed to attract our attention. Problems and obstacles arise in life, trying to wake us up to the truth. Whereas honoring the path of soul creates experiences of peace, grace and ease, denying soul creates experiences of anger, depression and dis-ease. For many years I lived a “should do” life, trying to please everyone around me but myself. And I was often angry, depressed and internally powerless because of this denial of soul.

Because of the pain, however, I began to read about many of the principles. One author I read stated that we have to stop “should-ing on ourselves.” Many others stated that to escape the living hell that can be created when we deny our souls, we have to begin living life based on our attractions.

We are all attracted to different ideas, people, places and things, and it is because of these differences that we are able to create for ourselves a distinct identity, that we are able to define who we are. The variety of life creates the construction materials from which we get to build ourselves. This is the path of soul. As Ralph Waldo Emerson once noted, following our attractions in life is the best way to follow the path of soul, for the intention of the soul manifests itself through our attractions. Every moment of your life, beginning with right now, you have the opportunity to

Recently I read something interesting about spider webs that shed light on the purpose of our attractions. To the human eye the spider web, although intricate in complexity, normally looks drab and unremarkable in color. However, the strands of a spider’s web actually exhibit extraordinary colors. They are not perceptible to us because we cannot perceive the frequencies of ultraviolet light they reflect. These extraordinary colors are perceptible, however, to an insect, because their eyes are much more sensitive to ultraviolet light than our own. This is the reason why insects are drawn to a spider’s web. They are attracted to the vivid, ultraviolet colors emitted by the spider’s silky strands.

The spider’s web was created more for the experience of spiders and insects, than for ours. But this fact is a fitting metaphor for understanding about our own attractions and judgments. To someone else, a person, place or thing that may be unattractive and appear as a gray, colorless web, may appear to us as an irresistible array of vivid colors to which we are wildly attracted. The reason for the difference in this perception and attraction is not because of some implicit difference in the person, place or thing being experienced, but rather because of the difference between observers. As observers, our perceptions are different because the experience required by the individual manifestations of our souls is different. To one observer, a certain idea, person, place or thing is necessary for the experience of their soul, and thus they are attracted to it. To another, it is not necessary, and thus there is no attraction.

Many of us, however, use such differences in attractions and perceptions as tools of the ego, rather than as defining tools of the soul. We often judge the choices made by others as good or bad, as right or wrong, or as less than our own. Or we judge someone’s choices or ideas as not being spiritual, as not having soul. Applying our own, or cultural judgments to the choices made by others, allows us to unconsciously elevate ourselves above others and feel an illusionary sense of power, much like the elevated judge in the courtroom. In doing so, however, we ignore the fact that the attractions, perceptions and choices made by others, despite how we might judge them, are necessary for their soul’s experience, and not our own.

An important step towards “soul-full” living is directing your focus to understanding your own attractions and perceptions, rather than directing your attention to others. Learn to suspend judgment of anyone or anything as good or bad, right or wrong, or as less than something or someone else. Begin to find meaning and soul in things you or others easily judge as mundane, soul-less, or unspiritual. This is where real wisdom lies.

When you can do so, then you place yourself squarely on the path to personal transformation and enlightenment. For the truly enlightened being is not the one who can easily understand or speak of soul matters, but rather is the one who can easily recognize soul matters in all things – even lawyers and hell.

About the Author

Austin Vickers is a lawyer who has represented numerous Fortune 500 companies for many years. He recently wrote the book “Soul Matters” and has created an innovative workshop, “The Soul Court” based on his book and his trial experience. You can learn more about his seminars by calling 480-491-5591, or visiting his website at www.austinvickers.com.